Enlightened Cupcake

Would anyone like to enlighten me to the meaning of the phrase to the left? I believe that this one went straight over my head as cupcakes will always be a majority in my life in some form or another.

But speaking of over my head... Do you know I can almost do a pull-up now? (And by pull-up I mean a slight bend of the elbows.) However, it is true that I do feel different. Whether this feeling of 'different' goes so far as to affect my physique remains to be seen, but please note, the feeling is there and I am happy to report, it feels good.

Yes, I have eaten cupcakes since I last wrote in the first month of the new year. Even though I swore off them on January 1, 2008, it goes as they say... absence makes the heart grow fonder. This rings true for both cupcakes, and its more common use, for people.

I have accepted certain things in my life in this year of 2008 and having this acceptance is making my life that much better and easier and more fun to live. I am still not as bubbly as I would like to be, but focusing on myself means being quiet sometimes and understanding that great change does not happen overnight.

Nor does leaving the beautiful vanilla on vanilla cupcake sitting there forlorn in the grocery store... but I do... and I have, and I will.